[15 Sep 2007|12:08am] [ mood | happy ] someone has got to come visit me. i want someone to see my life. i am so astounded by how much ive changed so fast. i made the right decision about being a philosophy major. i really did. its like my mind never shuts off now. im also becoming a much more well rounded person. This is perfect, i really see it helping me in theatre. btw, im thinking about primarily sticking to straight theatre. i will always love musical theatre but straight theatre is where i see myself going. im thinking about pulling a britney... just taking a razor and shaving my entire head and just starting over. i am "finding myself", and i like what im finding, but my hair holds to much of my parents. my parents own my hair. they really do; i have never had a real say in what it looks like or what happens to it. i want to take back what is mine. i want to own myself now. and i will. i really will, you just wait and see. its to bad too... my parents are going to hate me for this :) i also want to be a mentor to a 13 yr old girl. or around that age, who's going through some of the things that i went to. id like to see if id be able to, if i had the opportunity, to change the life of an individual. people need people. and i love being needed. at this present moment, it is my purpose. but maybe it doesnt have to be my purpose? i am already neded by many people at different times for different reasons... i'm going to have to think that over. no, the more people that need me the better, what it is is not just they need me, but i also need them too. to feel that human connection.. there. thats my answer. thats all for now. everyone prob thinks im insane but thats okay because going crazy is fun.

1 = [15 Sep 2007|01:12pm] [ mood | amused ] i wanna see vanessa hudgens naked. today was homecoming. what a day! so drunk. so hgh. just completly innibriated. yayyy college!

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